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Sunday, February 7, 2010

Success...in Failing.

after the years that past.
after all these traumatic events.
i constrained my emotions.
prevent it from it's natural flow.
by doing so..i learnt something else..
but should i carry on constraining?
because i can feel it going astray again..
or is it the right time?
the heart says yes..
the mind says no..
is it this confidence in which i devoid that's making me
a wuss?
or maybe i am just being all too sensitive again?
i do feel scared.
or maybe worried more likely..
contemplating..
contemplating...
why do i worry so much?
to an extend that i had consecutive dreams of her?
my god..
i've not had such series of dreams of the same person within 3 hours.
am i thinking too much?
i might believe so..
but still..
i am losing myself by doing so.


ugh..
what am i thinking..
what am i doing...
would you even care?

i doubt.

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