Vampire..

"...my name..
My name is Percivale Ovezt..
..i live by the night..

and die by the day..

..
i wish to be dead..

for so the only place i lay sleeping is where i lay dead...

...........and.."

back again..

betray..
domestic violence..
why are you back again?
even though i did not want you back..

fatigue...the death of 2010.

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

[Solo: Corey]

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit

disappear..

"you're so near to me..
but yet why is it so that i feel so far from you?
what is it that made me fell?
what is happening?
who am i now?
will you notice?
did you notice?
Nothingness absorbs me.



Lost in this labyrinth..."










"the knowledge of the impossibillity is known..
i understand the fact that you do not need me at all..
but why is it that i am still..?






because your smile answers all."

gone

trespassing this pain in which you've seeked and foresee coming.
you're the blood on the scythe of death.
you called upon despair on your own will.
do you still yet summon for more pain?
the knowledge of the impossible happiness in which you desire.
smashes you to the grounds without remorse.
but yet you still seek for this pain?
in what do you see of this?
in what of your desires?

sit down my child.
whilst the tarots speak..

open your card..

"i'm my own..The Fool."






once again i've been beaten down by my own emotions.
nevertheless it's any point proven.
helplessness..
what can i do?

but just to watch you like a shadow.