System of Belief.

"This is the first post of the new year of 2011.
i've came this far i see...

but there's still a question in which that bothers me from now and then.
why is it that i still believe in true love despite all that's happened?
is it because it is something that i truly devoid ever since i was young?
hence me searching for it?
i hop around to different feelings not because i want to flirt.

but i just want to search..

to prove my belief right..

but however my mind wins this logic all the time..

after so long and finally i entered a short so-called relationship

a few months ago..and it ended bad hence me hating the other party.

i've been working on my darkness meanwhile in which seems to be going quite well.

and courses that i've never thought that might cross my mind..

things have been going on well with everything of myself..

but do i really happy?
i somehow do..

but something's still missing...

- Ov"